LoUdEr, CrAziER, bITcHIeR

unprepared...

2010-06-27T20:06:00.002+08:00

shitttttttt...nv felt so unprepared for lessons before...haven prepare any resources for SS and Geo...haven gotten the SS textbook...dunno where did the previous teacher stopped at for SS...

Academic aside...preparation for PE oso damn jialart...din check the store for equipments...din pump the balls at all...no previous knowledge in teaching soccer...jialart jialart jialart...

just praying tt everything will turn out fine tomorrow...pls pls pls...:(

look at the calender!

2010-04-09T15:30:00.002+08:00

yes arh...end of week 6 already! and the best thing is, all 10 obs are done...woohoo...i think my sch damn efficient...the other trainees have also finished about 8-9 obs...supervisor says we are too fast...haha...

freaking relieve to finish the last supervisor ob today without any major hiccup...students are good, the weather hold up (its going to rain now...haha) and the pitch is relatively dry...and the icing on the cake...its Friday!

gd luck for those having ob soon...cya guys, gals and whatnot soon...haha

looking ahead...

2010-04-04T22:30:00.002+08:00

yup...tomorrow is the start of week 6...officially 5 more weeks to go, unofficially 4 more...

completed my 3 Geo observations last week but guess the lesson plans are still a major headache...

PE lessons are still manageable but the workload after sch hours is insanely crazy...my "head" told me on my first day that the workload will be much lighter after the term break...but i dun see any improvement till now...not enough time to rest and certainly not enough time to plan for lessons...alot of backlog and it has become a vicious cycle....

like my fifth olympic lesson, i guess i have to persevere till the end...wait for me, 7th of May!

melanin and the sun...

2010-03-27T12:45:00.003+08:00

when the melanin and sun combine...u get tan line...

tan lines at the arms are just too common!

i will rem to put on sun block the next time i go under the sun!!!

an ostrich

2010-01-31T21:43:00.002+08:00

this weekend, i am an ostrich...

this weekend, coming to an end soon...

sooner or later...i need to face you...i dread seeing you this sem...

maybe ACIS can help...

by saying...

"Blackboard is down for the semester!!!"

hEaDAcHe...

2010-01-03T20:42:00.002+08:00

the weather is terrible...

having a terrible headache moments ago and suddenly i thought of something worse...

2010 - 1984 = 26!

@#$$...i am OLD!!!

APEC...

2009-12-09T16:11:00.002+08:00

in need of money to survive till next july...trying means and ways to search for lobangs...

found one thru my cousin...APEC appreciation dinner at Suntec!!! though the job was quite slack...but i was still damn shagged after work...concussed for 13 strgt hrs!!! and yup...the biggest shot yest was PM Lee...

anyway...dinner was the "leftover food" (buffet) for the invited guests...and i seriously think it was the most extravagant buffet spread i've ever seen...how can they prepared so much salmon sashimi for a buffet? i bet mich will be so jealous of me if she ever see the video i took of the spread...

up next, another APEC appreciation dinner at Expo...gg to meet new faces again...

never never...

2009-12-02T01:49:00.004+08:00

never haolian infront of the dartboard...(dartboard fairy dun like)

never play mj after u are a bit "mabok"...

about three hrs ago...'S'omeone 'S'ooooo (try to decipher) clever told me that the protruding bones just below and behind the ears are called tonsil!!! next time when u see me with two strepsils behind my ears, its because i am having a sore throat...

a hot towel on the forehead after a "higghhhhh" SAC outing works wonder!!!

o ya...make it a hot pink towel (thank u shy)...

liitle pink kena hood

early saturday...

2009-11-28T11:14:00.002+08:00

first ever tuition assignment for me!!! haha...got a tutee who's chinese is worse than sheryl shit...i mean seow... damn jialart...indian boy learning chinese?! WTH...But...i need the moolalalalah...

saw a group of guys playing basketball on the way back...hands damn itchy sia...when was the last time i played with the kakis...

ermmm...

2009-11-14T16:30:00.002+08:00

okie...updated my profile!!!

had a relatively slack sem and now, i cannt get into the mood to revise for the only paper!!!

went for a full body massage yest and it was good...good in the sense that i did not laugh as much as the few massages i had went for...haha...walked around town after that with my WW but ended studying alone in town yest..:(

studying? errmmmm...maybe not really...haha

cannt wait for 19th...not for the paper...but for the freedom...

random update 123...

2009-10-09T07:53:00.003+08:00

woa~!!! long long time nv update my blog already!!!

either im damn lazy or my life is damn boring...haha...

on the agenda today...2 sad + 1 okay okay la...

1st sad (very sad) - this tues, the HSSE department lost one of the best lecturers that they have to cancer...trainee teachers like me who have been taught by her surely will rank her somewhere up there on the list if we were ever asked to...maybe a great lost to the field of geography, seeing the numerous number of books she wrote...but i think what is worse is that future trainee teachers will not be able to have the privilege to study under her and learn the valuable knowledge that has been generously shared with the rest...hmmm...anyway...you fought a good fight...rest in peace ya, thanks for the guidance and help in my first yr...

2nd sad (not as sad) - NBCB...i reached my mid 20s le....old la, damn old la...nv think that age will shoot up so fast, haiz...this yr freshies into uni were born in the year 1990...WTF! they have two 9s in the middle sia!!! how is that possible!? maybe graduating is not such a bad thing afterall, at least i wun feel that old in the company of so many _ _ _ people...haha

1 okay okay la - recently played a moe match against police...was really hoping nt to play in the match since any mistake made can cause one great distress...but was selected due to a lack of defenders in the end...anyway, the match is one for the spectators, maybe better than some of the s-leagues matches...haha...goals, red cards, penalty, fights, off the ball incidents., blah blah blah...but what made it good is that we won the match...yes! din expect it...so when things exceed your expectations...you feel okay okay la...haha

can i have them as pets?

da power...

2009-09-02T05:36:00.002+08:00

e power nap is going to kill me later on...cant get to slp since 2am and i have decided not to toss and turn anymore...

craving for kopi-o now...haha...

give me a sleeping pill

2009-08-26T02:43:00.002+08:00

urghhh...the time is 2.43am, more creepy crawlers awake than human beings...somehow, after an hour on the bed, my eyes are still wide open and my brain still functioning at its optimal capacity...

to you,you and you who have been complaining that i have nt been blogging...this should shut the gaps up for a while...

anyway...here goes some random stuffs since dunno when...

1) i miss practicum....................NOT! but i actually miss the kids...haha (tts all for practicum..."NEXT")

2) my taiwan trip...got to admit the geographer in me is acting up a bit during the trip in taiwan...looking at meanders, coastlines, mountains and blah blah blah when i was on the plane, guessing whether the rocks are sedimentary or metamorphic when i was in jiufen, thinking about the river system as i saw some rivers along the way and of coz enjoying the real-life experience of encountering a typhoon (pardon me)...

toking about the typhoon named Morakot, my heart really goes out to the ppl in taiwan...looking at the reported news, i got to admit i am damn lucky to have escape all those disastrous stuffs...and to Charlies (yes, with an "S") and family, hoped little swiss will be back in business soon...

and yes...have to recommend little swiss homestay (Alishan) and laurel villa (Sun Moon Lake) to anyone who wan to go to taiwan for a holiday...these two homestays are much much better than any of the hotels i stayed in during my trip in taiwan...the hosts are really really really genuine kind-hearted ppl...they are the ones that made my stay there memorable...

3) school is back...its the third week already! and there are two assignments due next week...WTH...haven get into the mood of studying, think i played more mj than looking thru notes...putting a score to it...5-0? haha...maybe i will slack for another two days before i start getting gan cheong for the assignments...maybe...just maybe...

4) ehhh...nth more? shit...i am getting STM syndrome too or maybe my brain is starting to get tired...ZZZZzzzZZZZZZzzZZzz

5th week...

2009-07-27T19:30:00.002+08:00

arghhh...i tot last week was jialart...first day of this week told me i tot wrong...

good and bad...

2009-07-13T12:54:00.002+08:00

down with an "influenza-like illness" since friday...my boss is soooooo worried that i will get the organization closed down that i need to see my doc a second time within a space of three days to get a proper diagnosis...

in the end...

i got a 7 days mc starting from last friday to this thursday...

supposed to be damn happy...but somehow...argghhhh...

kk...i know you peeps want to be in my position...but seriously...four days are really a tad too long...believe me!!!

peter pan

2009-07-05T22:08:00.003+08:00

if only there is a time machine...i will want to be back in the years before 1990...

spending my afternoon eating nasi lemak, watching repeats of drama serials...

coming up with imaginative setups, playing innocently simple games...

rejoice with a dollar, contend with none...

not worrying about the next day, just enjoying the present...

having her around, talking to her, listening to her stories...

if the time machine can only bring me to the future...

bring me to my deathbed...

i don't want to feel stress anymore...

random...

2009-06-29T23:38:00.002+08:00

bad prelude to start of practicum...

1) dad was warded on saturday becoz of a road accident...the umpteen times he got into a road accident but nevertheless, the fear and worries will never be any less...a fractured clervical bone is what he got...an enforced break from work is what he dreaded...

2) out of the futsal tournament in the first round YET AGAIN! really freaking unlucky to concede that LAST SEC goal...the only positive thing from the early exit is that i am able to go home early on sunday to catch up on some much needed sleep...and i really am grateful for that...i was totally zombiefied for the whole of sunday...

the time now is 11.48pm...i shld be sleeping but im not because a bit stress out from the tot of having to prepare for my geography lessons next week...maybe insomnia is a symptom of stress...

since today was the induction day for the trainee teachers, there was pretty much nothing to do except to tok to the few impt personnel in sch...but i think i will try to start planning for my first geo lesson tomorrow with the SOW, TEXTBOOK and WORKBOOK that were laid out nicely for me on my workdesk...haizzzz...

looking forward to tomorrow's kickabout at night and the coming weekend...coz i need to destress...

家家有本难念的经...

2009-06-11T20:04:00.003+08:00

recurrences...

a bit stress...hoping that things will not be so bad afterall...

pondering...sometimes, ignorance is a blessing...

time to grow up

one more year...maybe it should come sooner...

maybe...staying in hall is a form of escape...

escaping from family...

escaping from reality...

escaping from myself...

OMG!

2009-06-02T07:37:00.001+08:00

OMG!
my door knob is spoilt!
i cnnt get out of my room!
my dad is not at home...who the hell can get me outta of my room!!!
help!!!

i need vitamins...

2009-05-20T21:44:00.005+08:00

i still rem having a high fever during the SARS period a few yrs back and was so damn worried about getting that virus...

fast forward to present and i am now having symptoms similar to that of the contagious H1N1 virus aka swine flu; fever, muscles aches, cough, vomiting, diarrhea, sore throat...all these causing me to waste my last few days like a walking zombie cropped up at home...

at first, i was really worried about contracting the swine flu but then after some very "logical" thinking...getting the swine flu now might not be that bad afterall...why? Coz H1N1 is definitely landing in Singapore (JB also kena already), being patient zero in Singapore will guarantee me at least 3 days of media exposure...i mean...who cares when the media says another 86 new cases of H1N1 are confirmed in Singapore, you are just 1 of the 86...rite? so being the first creates much more hype and anxiety...haha...and the best thing is...this virus isnt that deadly, so i can still watch man utd lift the UEFA Champions League title next week...just that i need to ensure Loyang Aloha will have cable services provided for the quarantined.

on a more serious note...i cant wait to recover fully...doc advise me not to have any dairy products so as to not disturb my digestive system...so there are definitely no BUTTER for me this week :(...but some other cravings such as hokkien mee, wanton mee, chicken rice, bbq seafood need to be dealt with as soon as possible...

updated...

2009-05-15T19:17:00.003+08:00

not been blogging since dunno when...damn lazy and occupied by other stuffs...

in summary, my hols = mj, screwed body clock, facebook, buddha claps, butter, MAN U...
nothing really fruitful to date but heck...need to enjoy my life before 29 Jun...arghhhh!!!

hesitant? WRONG...i made it clear most of the time with a YES or NO...
believed i mentioned before why, if forgotten, so be it, i will not tok about it ever again...but rem, dun piss me off...just shut up...

tok sense? Fuck U...i know what i am doing...

difficult for ppl? ppl around me are old enough...accept my decisions and actions...i NEVER and will not ask anyone to accommodate me...just go and enjoy...i know how to enjoy as a single entity...

perspectives...looking from different angles and sides...sorry if it doesnt match with the others...but this time round, i am FREAKING sure of myself...so if you are on the other sides, looking at different things...please enjoy your view but do not tell me my observations are wrong...

i held back well this time round...next time, i will blow up, im sure...

not angsty, but standing up for myself...i seldom do so...but when i do...peeps better stop their so-called "purposeful" and "making sense" statements...coz to me, they ARE rubbish...

a little trip around Singapore town

2009-04-12T21:44:00.005+08:00

i always try to be punctual...most of the times giving too much provision for waiting time...unless i am sure there is no need for me to be early then i will try to be late, maybe like 5mins...lol...

as usual, went for my sunday soccer tis morning...the result sucks and i think the whole journey to commonwealth sec is already a premonition to the day's result...

after boarding bus 51 at freaking 7.30 (need to reach by 9)...i tot i can reach the sch on time...and again, i tot wrong...i know i am in deep shit when in the first place i am travelling to the west but the bus started off the journey towards EUNOS! Where else did it pass by? Geylang (now i know the pros are affected by the recession too, start work damn early...), Beach Road, Havelock Road, Bugis, Chinatown, Queensway, PSA, Haw Par Villa, NUS Cheese Prata shop (long long time since i saw all those statues)...@#$##$@#%...too many places for me to rem...

just when i saw light at the end of the tunnel, i found out its the headlight of an oncoming train...

not familiar with the west side, i tot i had reached commonwealth sec as from a distance i saw the soccer pitch with players wearing lime green jerseys! i rushed down from the top deck and ran into the sch! very well done, unfamiliar faces greeted me...went out to check the school's entrance...KENTRIDGE SECONDARY SCHOOL!!! its 8.55 by then!!!

flagged down a cab, wore my boots during the ride and i am late...by 5mins when i reached commonwealth sec...haiz...FML...

stupid SBS...stupid Sunday, stupid Soccer...

another two weeks...

2009-03-28T12:41:00.003+08:00

hell week is coming...number of assignments due is unbelievable...number of words need to be written is astronomical...arghhhhhhhhhhh...

yest IM did not went as badly as i tot it would be...at least the students are not giving me the "who the fuck you are" look already...even C.Tan can see the rapport we had with the students...shy, dun fret about the activities, i think yet lesson was the best out of the three we had with them...too bad, we will be changing classes next week! good or bad? i am not sure too...

life has settle into a routine for this sem...dread mondays, love tues, long weds, hate thurs, tired fris, mj sats, lethargic suns...

need some injection of excitement, need element of surprise, need to do something different...

so many...

2009-03-09T20:31:00.003+08:00

so many things to do so little time to complete...shldnt be blogging rite now since ypi is due on wednesday and track on thursday...but i am freaking lazy and lethargic...think will end up slping soon...

IM last week was not as bad as the first lesson...though the class was quite rebellious, i think shy and i got used to it during our TAs...(i got used to it since my own secondary days...lol) anyway, i think the stressful aspect for IM is not how to engage and manage the students, instead, its the planning of the lesson and whether our lecturer understands our predicament that are giving me the greys...

putting the stressful workload aside, i want to do sooooo many things...want to feast, want to go to sentosa, want to play mj, want to chillax, want to go for a getaway and many many more...but where is the time? where is the money?

lost the fight...

2009-03-07T22:21:00.002+08:00

was looking through my last few blog posts when i found out that my body was warning me since last sunday that i am falling sick soon...stupid me...

to make matters worse...i fell sick just before the day for our first IM lesson...luckily i din faint under the burning hot sun or else........

anyway, toking about IM...guessed most of us were relieved that things did not went awfully wrong...bet ppl would not believed how a group teachers-to-be can lose sleep over an impending PE lesson...but sure we did...lol

dragged myself to compass point's starbucks to finish up my geo lesson plan after IM...head was aching from left to right and back to the left...halfway thru the discussion...my groupmate pointed out that the polyclinic was just across the road...so there i went

was amazed that the polyclinic added this new notification system whereby patients can request for the clinic to send a sms to them 3 patients before their turns so that they need not be confined to the bacteria-filled building while waiting for their turns...rushed back to the discussion after my reg at the counter...

to think i was telling my groupmates how good the new system is...i forget that one cannot fully trust IT...i did not freaking receive any sms from the clinic...waited and waited till the shutters were down and my head went spinning...

finally got to see a doctor today though he is from a private clinic and not the government polyclinic...shorter wait but more expensive la!!! anyway...the medicine is working better than the panadol extra...so hopefully, tomorrow can wake up with a fit and ready body!!!

buay tahan!

2009-03-05T00:03:00.003+08:00

a freaking freaking long day...shit load of stuff to discuss and complete!

went to aunt's wake after school for the ritual...tot it will be over fast...who knows...it took 5 cycles to finish everything...from 7 till 10...i think i stand, pray, bow, squat, kneel, sit and walk for 93284974534534345345709 times! damn freaking tired...haha...but still, the little chit-chats over there are still quite enjoyable!

o ya...thanks evon for the wet weather lesson plan! will do more for the next lesson plan...owe you a treat too...

worried...worried...worried...

start of the week...

2009-03-04T00:07:00.003+08:00

the week is here! a week most of my classmates and me dun look forward to...other than the demanding workload, the dreaded IM teaching will start this friday! know we can learn from mistakes...but still hope the mistakes can be kept to a minimum...

anyway, had another chill out session yest at the balcony...haha...jokes were made, jokes that russell peters will be proud of...but i guess if i were to post it up here, blogger.com will just ban me from their server...

one more thing, about 24 hrs ago, someone pop a very assuming question out of the blue..."why do guys enjoy a BJ?"...hmmmm...got no answer to that and wanna clarify that not all guys enjoy a BJ! haha...quoting from sheryl's bio lecturer, "dun assume, by assuming, u are making A S out of U and ME"...

arghhhh...a very very loooooooooooooonnnnngggggggg day tomorrow!

the yao,yeo,yeow family...

2009-03-02T02:39:00.005+08:00

hmmm...when was the last time i saw so many YAOs/YEOs/YEOWs...?

since my grandfather passed away, the extended family bond seems to disintegrate like chalk powder...gone are the gatherings and outings and we dun even meet during the CNY period...kinda sad huh...

i always know that it will either take a wedding or a funeral occasion to get the whole family together...sadly, its the latter this time round...

oh ya, its my auntie (my oldest uncle's wife) who has gone for her long sleep this time round...accompanying her husband who went to sleep about three years ago...

anyway, this family have many different interesting characters but one trait which is omnipresent in all my father's siblings including my own dad is the "metal teeth" syndrome...in hokkien, it meant stubborn...if i ever have to introduce my gf (as if i have one) to them, i will warn her not to get into any arguments with them, coz she wil never win and ever if she does, she might just get a punch on her face, okay, i exaggerated a bit, but ya...the brothers plus one sister have a notorious fiery temper to go with their stubborness..

haha...dun think the YAOs are gangsters k...we are not! unlike me, they just dun like to beat around the bush and will always make their point across...

was folding the ingots for my sleeping auntie just now when my only Gu Gu (father's sis) was talking to my only nephew (grandson of sleeping auntie)...

GuGu: where is your grandma?

Nephew: sleeping? she is going overseas tomorrow. Grandpa is going with her.
(remember that his grandpa also went sleeping 3 yrs ago ya...)

GuGu: den where is your grandpa?

Nephew: grandpa is at home...
(who dare to go up to the house now!)

haha...my cute little nephew!

heard some other interesting gossips too...like how one of my cousin who never look bright enough to pass his PSLE is going to NUS getting sponsored by his gf's dad...WTH! my uncles and aunties are shocked that he is going to the uni...my cousins and i are shocked that he have a GF...haha...where is mine!!!!!!!!????

kk...quite a long post....shall stop here...time to get some sleep AND will wake up tomorrow...

warmth...

2009-02-28T21:05:00.002+08:00

never felt so in need of a hot shower...woohoo...

my head was aching like hell after the match in the rain...must be yest's late night...ohhh, michimich and yw, really really paiseh for yest mj session ya...hope you two will start winning soon (preferably from others)...haha...

one more day to enjoy before sch restarts! body body, please dun fail me at this time!

term break...

2009-02-23T02:10:00.005+08:00

its recess week...but the whole week is jam packed with assignments...i think being in sch is slacker as compared to having this recess break...did not really do anything for the past few weeks...haha...

anyway...sunday was just plain "suay"...lost the match...had a bad game...lost in mj (nvm, just chilling out anyway)..."kicked" the stairs while getting home and ended up with bleeding toes!!! NBCB...

o ya...hoped that more can go to JB on wed...outings together are getting lesser and even more difficult to get all out together! friday's outing to island creamery and gardens was long overdue!
here are some fotos taken at island by the proud owner of a new D60...

its 9pm! time to slp...

modern FU LU SHOU at island

shy with his usual tiko look...haha

who is she smsing?

now we know...the les...haha...

finally smiling with your braces showing arh...

sawatdee ka...i am from thailand

vanakkam...im from india la dey...

one last thing...mich, i found the meaning on the web to prove i am not BSing...

To have a purple patch means to have an exceptionally good period in, say, a game.
haha...you ppl please respect my enRglish...sometimes i got more chim vocabs than you can imagine...though the important point is SOMETIMES...haha...

chill lax...

2009-02-21T14:32:00.002+08:00

whooo...having a sat off from soccer...finally get to rest the old, degenerating body...just wondering, is the weather a joker? how come its cloudy and windy when im taking the day off but come out blazing when i have a match? booo...

having a chill lax sat afternoon...watching Numb3ers now...wondering if mathematics formulas can really explain and resolve every freaking problems and situations, if so...i will go and find my o level 10 yrs series now and start all over again...haha...regretted sitting at the back of the classroom then...regretted valuing playing over studying then...any formulas out there to reverse all that? *)

hey...a lil more than 1 yr to go before stepping into the jungle of textbooks, lesson plans, politics, brats and etc...(iamnotemoing)just wondering how many chill lax afternoons i can afford to have...and i am starting to fret over the fact that i am "chill laxing" alone for quite a while already...haha...any matchmaking agencies to intro? anyone wanna join SDU with me? maybe i can go search for a bride when i go backpacking during the summer hols and bring back a viet lady? haha...

one word...

2009-02-20T18:14:00.002+08:00

one word to describe the past week...LETHARGIC...too lazy to do anything constructive...too lazy to exercise...too lazy to meet for dinner...too lazy to reply sms...too lazy to pick up the phone...

i am gonna pin the blame on the weekend soccer...really old already...recovery takes time...

term break now...must enjoy and relax a little bit for this coming week coz hell begins after this...dun even wanna tok about the killer micro teaching...

trying to be a good boy today...staying home for mum's assam fish...or maybe i am just too lazy to go out...haha...

orange flame...

2009-02-16T18:40:00.003+08:00

i remembered going occasionally to the pool for a tan during the last two hols break...slouching on the beach chair, listening to my favourites on the ipod...that was relaxing and definitely enjoyable...

now, 2009, an unusual prolonged dry season in jan and feb is killing every green, turning soccer fields into shades of brown and causing forests to be bald...playing soccer under the burning star is really not like sun tanning at the beach...though "chao da" is what you will be for both activities, at least the latter gives you a higher chance of seeing "chio bus" in bikinis and an even tan...the former? dehydration...

kk...a bit of update on my boring life on 140209, Vday...
soccer,
mj (with couples),
amazed(with number of people under voodoo...haha)

sooooooooooo exciting rite...ZZZZzzzzzZZZ...

another week...

2009-02-14T02:16:00.002+08:00

gave up writing a post in chinese...estimate it will take as least 5 times longer for me to post one in chinese compared to english...

hmmm, i guess one really must master the art of communication...body, oral, technology and blah blah blah...something that are mentioned out of good intention can easily be misinterpret by another and the next thing you know, GOOD GAME...next, communicating your tots 15mins later might not be a good move either...everything will just sound like BS...haha...

finally, supper at gardens again...when was the last time i went there? full from food and laughter...must really thank mich for providing the latter...or being the latter? lol...

ya ya ya...one last thing...first time trying to be a PI...like the chinese saying goes..."san ge chou pi jiang, sheng guo yi ge zhu ge liang"...guess i will say "mission completed"...

random rambling...

2009-02-11T01:04:00.003+08:00

recession hitting hard?! more people around me are asking about the prospect and life of a teacher...looking for a stable job ya...anyway, only advice that i can give is the "no life" life that a full fledged teacher will have...and maybe, you will never want to graduate after you enter NIE and especially so for PESS students...:(

friends are there to cheer you up,
good friends are there to listen to you and cheer you up,
best friends are there to be F and in the process, cheer you up!

my ankles and knees doesnt belong to a 24-years-young person, they belong to your grandmother...:) feeling the strain every now and then...must be the lack of calcium intake and the extra weight put on them in primary school...haha...drinking more soya bean milk now, hoping that it will at least improve the situation, so that when i am old, i can avoid the need to walk with the extra leg(s).

sat is what day? its...........................soccer day! haha...yup, spending my sat with 22 other guys on the pitch chasing one ball. just pray hard that i wun get injured again, else will be very sad that i have to sayang myself...haha...

thanks roomie, enjoy your date on Vday...

hit home...

2009-02-07T20:56:00.003+08:00

ouch...another injury!!! i know i know...injuries are common and i am always getting some here and there...

but this time it really kept me on the ground rolling...as if the kick to the leg is not painful enough...that guy had to stamp his studs onto my face!!! well done! now, i have to put on foundation before i dare to walk around in town...haha...

anyway...if you want us to portray a positive image of moe because we are part of the ministry, shouldnt moe provide the team with basic first aid too? not requesting for an EAP to be done or to have a physio around...but an ice pack or a can "magic" spray isnt too much to ask for, rite?

now...alone in hall, the pain on the face is making me wonder...

2 weeks!!!

2009-01-31T12:59:00.002+08:00

shall keep fit for this coming couple of weeks...the kilos shed during the hols has come back to me!!! got to run, got to play, got to drag the scale back to the left!

first up...soccer later on!

its friday...

2009-01-30T16:01:00.003+08:00

TGIF...but why am i still in hall! arghhhh...super super sleepy...

but i have to finish uploading the videos!

anyway...got to say CNY just isnt the same anymore...din buy new clothes, din get ang pows, din even had a proper reunion dinner...heck!

saving grace-dinner with cousins on the first day of CNY! love to go to their house, love it even more when all 3 of them are in the house! all grown ups now, no more fighting, no more cheoreographing of dance moves, no more hopscotch outside the flat, no more catching at the playground, no more maze in the bedroom...but somehow, its still the same...

arghhhhhhh...videos are still uploading!!! what can i do for the time being? i know i know!!! look at fotos that can make me laugh!!! how about the one below?

time to change...

2009-01-15T01:54:00.007+08:00

luck...

finally able to say i won again in mahjong...after a run of bad luck, lady luck came back again...but guess mahjong sessions are so much fun not because there are influx of moolah instead it is the laughter and fun that comes along with it...the other kakis sitting around that little square table really determine whether its a dead serious, life and death game or a bullshitting, cock-toking session...

the kickabouts on weekends are really a good way of working out...but with it, i need to sacrifice alot of time i am able to spend at home, not that i am a very family oriented person...but somehow, its still home...anyway...luck of the red devils are getting better too, hope it can continue for the rest of the season...as for my sunday league, hope the team can do well...

oohhh, did i mention about my new laptop...not a bad machine to have...not bad for something that is free for loan...but i just cannot believe how unlucky i am when collecting this silver rectangular piece of metal...booooo

handed over the baggage...was really surprised to see the reaction when i expected hostility...phew

many celebrations are ongoing nowadays...ppl are drinking...ppl are showing their funny sides...alcohol affects everyone...white, yellow, black...others are non-existent..

ohhh...request from my frend to spread words of her frend's online shopping webby...girly stuffs...so i dunno who in this clique will buy....anyway...http://lollyrouge.livejournal.com/

stuck right there...

2009-01-10T19:35:00.002+08:00

!@#$...the stupid phlegm that keep multiplying in my throat is really making my blood boil! cnnt even shout for a pass during the soccer match! not feeling well now and certainly not in a good mood too...not when i waited one hour for my dinner but ended up eating a plate of white rice with sauce and half a century egg...piss off with my mum for trying to experiment with new dishes...

@#$$#%#$%#$@#$@#$@#$$^%%&^^%*%...i am going back to hall now!!!!

my own story...

2009-01-01T02:01:00.003+08:00

its 2009! happy new year everyone!

yup...i have finished writing chapter 2008 which will rank as one of the highlight in my story and now i turning to a new blank page for chapter 2009...lets hope that this chapter will be much more interesting and exciting than the previous chapters and with the characters i have, i guess it will not be that difficult either...

the last chapter is still too far away for me to envisage...but since its my own story...it will definitely have a happy ending...

courting death...

2008-12-30T18:12:00.002+08:00

the flu bug is killing me! thought the panadol caplets has done its job but i am so damn wrong! warn you ppl, dun ever think that jogging can help chase away the flu bug...coz it will make the whole head numb...

i think i am very near to the king of hades...later going to close the gap even more by going to gelare and the cold cold movie theatre...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

good boy...

2008-12-29T20:11:00.003+08:00

yay...safely handed carpet back to michi mich...damn worried that carpet might get lost during his routine walks round the park or that he might get injured in my house...haha...

such a well-behaved boy...other than the barking when i am preparing his food and when dinner doesnt include him, he is really a good baby...sacrifice a lil of my time looking after him but then its good training for patience and waking up early...

did i mention that my parents actually like him alot...even his food and fruits are the firsts to go into our new refrigerator...and and and they also wanted me to tell mich to bring him over every month or so...haha...

anyway, now that he is back to his owner...caretaker Yao can finally wake up late everyday before sch restarts!

hail king carpet!

orientation day one...

2008-12-26T19:55:00.003+08:00

orientation for me or him? i am really dog-tired, no, not tired of carpet, just tired out by carpet...

get to know one more thing about carpet today...that is, his digestive system is way way better than anyone that i know of...what with the pool of pee that he socked to my family straight after his dinner full of H20...and right beneath my dining table too...

and and and, i think if there are any eating competitions for dogs...he will surely win paws down...a freaking glutton...haha...how come he cant stop asking for food...and with such an innocent look on his face somemore! arghhhhhhhh...i want to be the MASTER...i aint no slave!

look for me...in hougang...

2008-12-26T08:06:00.004+08:00

okay...i am officially a slave for the next 4 days...bullied by HIM...so freaking sad...haha

cannot be too far away from him...obliged to take good care of him...so if any of you are kind enough to accompany me together with him...please come to Hougang and look for me!!!

moving on to another issue, i am very happy our class is such a democratic one...elected one of the next class rep who is so responsible, keen and shrew...haha...just like the president elect of US...the decision made is final, unless you are being assassinated, there is no way to reverse the decision...

kk...he is asleep now, going to utilize whatever available time i have for myself before he wake up...

merry christmas...

2008-12-25T03:30:00.002+08:00

had a simple Christmas celebration, a celebration nonetheless...

at least sober enough to post an entry now...sincerely hope that everyone will have a happy 2009!

what should i get for later on...

chill...

2008-12-20T14:05:00.002+08:00

gained some useful(maybe not) knowledge yest...

1 -- never ever praise urself
2 -- cat jumping out of bushes can scare the shit out of grown-ups
3 -- black is always related to indians
4 -- negative connotations are always related to mich
5 -- sheryl wants to _ _ _ _ heh heh heh's _ _ _ _
6 -- ants have racial identities and different names too
7 -- never ever laugh too much because it can lead to muscle cramps around the rib cage area
8 -- shy is committed to his sayang especially when it comes to "imagining"

i hope to...

2008-12-18T22:44:00.002+08:00

must be the mirror...it is making me look wide!!!!??? haha...i know i know...who am i kidding...but i think at the rate i am going, sooner or later i will have difficulty locating my waist...

guess i need to increase my jogging sessions...i hereby challenge myself to shed 2kg off before the sem starts...for myself!

years ago...

2008-12-16T18:39:00.002+08:00

arghhhh...wondering why i am feeling so tired the past two days...have been sleeping and sleeping and sleeping...even yest short trip to JB was such a tiring outing for me that i ended sleeping for 5 hours after reaching back hall at 4plus...after the much needed replenishment of sleep, i went off at 10pm, reached home at 12am, had my dinner/supper and then, SLEEP!

woke up at 1plus today but still feeling damn sleepy...is there something wrong with me? anyway...to keep myself awake, i decided to edit my blog template, saw it? aint easy to do okay...spend quite some time doing that...wonder why i always asked for help from friends during my poly days instead of trying to solve it by myself whenever my codings are wrong...the satisfaction derived from solving the error codings by oneself feels reallllllllly good!!! but guess i missed all those opportunities during my poly days...give me a chance to go back and i will try...at least try not to talk in class? haha...

black is the absence of light but white is the absence of memory...

2008-12-15T01:55:00.004+08:00

time to start working out already...the last three days of moderate exercises are killing me physically! need to train up my stamina and work off the fats! maybe taking the FnC module under kimchi issnt that bad afterall, at least there is the need to keep fit...haha...

anyway...after losing my wallet last friday at dunno freaking where...it was found at Chinatown beside a rubbish bin by a dunno who...thank you for returning my wallet! and toking about wallets...i have three wallets with me on friday in town...my EX, my PATCH and my CURRENT! whooo...a expensive current...cnnt afford to lose you...lol...

okay...need to go recharge my body now...hope the trip to JB later on will be fruitful...

i think its working, i think its useful, i think its whitening...

what if(s)...

2008-12-12T00:17:00.003+08:00

3 good and 1 bad doesnt make the day great...so what if i got my bonus? so what if i received a call from a stranger saying he found my wallet? so what if i maintained my GPA? yup, i agreed these 3 events are causes for celebration but the day ended with a BANG! literally!

shy, dun be too sad! there are no factors that can be attributed to you! dun think of the what if(s) already...they only make people sad and emo...cheer up ya!

Maiden Post...

2008-12-11T02:49:00.000+08:00

a new blogskin and a new url and very soon a new wallet...so i shall down dwell on anything negative! thanks to all the bitches ya...especially U n U...

and since my thoughts (though always negative) always come true...let me throw in a few positive ones today...

Nuriah: hope you are able to start playing soccer again soon...
Evon: hope you regain the passion and confidence for basketball...
Mich: hope you get into the IVP team...
Sheryl: hope you win the IVP and get the MVP too...
Amanda: hope you will do well for AUG...
Shy: hope your sunday league team will be champion for this coming season...
Hakim: hope you get to play soccer with the force!!! lol...
Myself: hope man utd can win!!!

kk...now that i have my new blog up and running, please do not complain of a missing link anymore!!!